Below are the 14 most recent journal entries recorded in Red Heart Bleeding's LiveJournal:

Monday, September 4th, 2006
2:27 pm	Poll #813885 New or Already Done? Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 2 If you were at a dance would you rather dance to... View Answers ...songs you know? 0 (0.0%) ...songs the band made up? 1 (50.0%) ...don't care as long as it's fast? 1 (50.0%) Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: Hawthorne Heights- Dead in the water (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 20th, 2006
2:11 pm	WE GOT GIG!!! WE PLAY MUSIC!!! WE SKATE AFTER!!! WE HAVE FUN!!! Current Mood: HeadBanging Current Music: Prevent this Tragedy (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 27th, 2006
5:32 pm	Die people Die murder murder man am I, die dumb self die emo emo man am I. Reasons reasons go away, I hold you on this rainy day. Cold cold cold are you, empty eyes. The end.. Kinda leaves you hanging. Current Mood: empty Current Music: Silver and Cold- AFI (Comment on this)
12:52 am	Hate I hate men..SO I hate myself? Yes..men are stupid..women are stupid. I hate us all... Stupid boyfriend, not the good one. The ex one who isn't really my friend at all..He beats me and I cry and he doesn't care. I hate it. He doesn't know about Dayvin..he thinks he's straight.. Right.. When your tattoos match the bruises you know your in business. Current Mood: nonexistent Current Music: Burn me alive - by me (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 22nd, 2006
3:48 pm	Tab |------------------------| |------------------------| |----------------2-4/6---| |------------------------| |------------------------| |------------------------| |22222-444444------------| |-------------4444-222-44| |------------------------| |------------------------|Am I beautiful..? Am I usable? |---2--------------------| |------------------------| chorus |--------------------------------| |--------------------------6-----| |-------222--------------4-4-777| |444-222---222-000-222-4-------| You know they always remember |------------| |------------| |------------| |-21-17-19-14| This is the begining to The Killing Lights..No one has put any bass tab on this song so here it is. During the verse the bass plays the second part..but I'm not to sure the rhythm on the alternating 4-2. That's pretty much the whole song..listen and play it with the song and you'll figure it out...I don't have the guitar solo..I'm still working it out.. Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: The Killing Lights- AFI (Comment on this)
Monday, July 17th, 2006
8:20 pm	Killing Lights Five A.M. on the bathroom floor from the night before. Do you find me dreadful? What a shame such a sad disgrace, Such a pretty face. But she's not regretful. Am I beautiful? Am I usable? It's killing time again. Put on your face and let's pretend, These killing lights won't kill us all again. Three A.M. on the city street, When the air is sweet, I have had my mouth full But it seems that outside the screen Such a pretty face often will look dreadful. Am I beautiful? Am I usable? It's killing time again. Put on your face and let's pretend, these killing lights won't kill us all again. It's killing time again. cover your face and we'll pretend, these killing lights can't kill us all again. You see they always remember, they never forget a face. when they cut cut cut cut cut cut cut you up, cut cut cut cut cut they remember. cut cut cut cut cut cut cut you up. cut you up! It's killing time again. Put on your face and let's pretend, these killing lights won't kill us all again. It's killing time again. cover your face and we'll pretend, these killing lights can't kill us all again. All again. All again. It's time again. It's killing time. Current Mood: amused Current Music: Killings Lights - AFI (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 13th, 2006
11:15 pm	emoman today i shot myself in the head. then how do i write this? i'm not dead. feeling the pain as i bleed cherry red. in through the bottom and out through the side. in the end of it i wish i had died. today i slit my wrists so deep. to be like you. i felt the need. to feel the hurt you sing about. that you can't see when the lights go out. emoman sing to me another song. an other way to go along. i want to hang. just tell me how. i want to die so help me out. Current Mood: Emo Current Music: Emo (Comment on this)
Friday, June 30th, 2006
11:30 am	... I have the sinking feeling of suicide... I don't like it.. I think.. I'm going to take a nap.. -Wake me up when we get to heaven.- (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 29th, 2006
11:12 am	Sorry Not last night Not tonight either...music is running me and a shame I like to rock. I'll escape my life to you some day...perhaps maybe sooner than later but who knows? Not us.. Well okay the end. One of these days..maybe I'll come back to life? Current Mood: Missing me Current Music: Boy Kill Boy- Suzie (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 28th, 2006
3:51 pm	Alive I'm barely living...not that I'm the only one who cares..But I miss you and I don't know how to fix it. I want you to be happy but I want you to miss me too. I think about you while I the hatered of technology begins to well inside, peeping through the broken peices of my bleeding heart. And I don't have anything better to do than to cry to this.. I love you. Current Mood: lonely Current Music: AFI- Miss Murder (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 1st, 2006
10:06 pm	I, told you, that I'd never. You, made me promise. But how do I, how do I get my feelings...my..feelings. And I bleed and bleed, til there's nothing left and no one notice me as I bleed. Through a broken heart for you and. You, fail to notice, that the blood soaked bandage laying on the floor, that I put, there to see if you even cared. That I bleed and bleed, til there's nothing left and no one notice me as I bleed through a broken heart for you and you alone. Feeling I'm such a waste 'cause no one understands, the pain I'm going through. That pushes to this day. The day I end it all. The day I say I'm sorry. For nothing that I've done. And I'm giving up on life and giving on love. My heart bleeds and bleeds, til it leaves me nothing to carry on as it bleeds I'm dying for you alone.... Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: I'm writing it.. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 31st, 2006
2:49 am	Suicide. I want to bleed...But I promised..Make me bleed.. Current Mood: Suicidal (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 30th, 2006
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Thursday, May 18th, 2006
11:01 am	Well I have to say this..I'm not the smartest..probably not even close..more like I'm the bottom of the smart chain. Yeah.. I suck.. I think.. I'm just stupid. Of course I'm stupid...Because I'm a male...all males are idiots...Minus a chosen few..Suck to be me because I suck.. Love you (Comment on this)